What are you really proud of that you made happen in 2014, despite the gremlins? And what will you do anyway in 2015?
Cultivate 2014. September Equinox. To an extent, fighting the system. Honestly, I got scared of these people. The sheer amount of power they held over me — over my family — was just frightening and crippling. How could I fight back against these people? I often wondered, having been broken down to the point of thinking I would eventually lose and have to redefine my expectations for life and the future. But I seemingly silenced those gremlins a lot easier than the ones who told me that my words weren’t good enough. That my prompts and ideas weren’t good enough. They told me I was riding the coattails of others who’d done a better job before me. Those same gremlins have kept me from realizing my dreams to create a successful lifestyle business.
I’m going to go forward with my Cultivate 2015 prompts. I’m going to explore my options and try to remember what it was I wanted to accomplish in December 2012. I’ll see how that aligns with who I am now and go from there. The gremlins will tell me that I’ll never be good enough and will never make it. I’ll feel the fear and do it anyway.
Good for you for going forward anyway! I don’t ways feel the fear & do it anyway, I’ve found that if I don’t, it doesn’t really matter what comes next. I hate the idea of letting fear control my life & giving in to the fear means I’ve already lost.
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Yay for Cultivate! And smiles and hugs for moving forward. You are a strong woman. And you will succeed.
You fought the ultimate fight this year, M. And won! Never forget that!
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