Foodie Friday: Chocolate Croissants

Blame Nigella Lawson. Blame Nicki of SuddenlySingleJourney.com. Blame Pillsbury for their current campaign (double box tops for education on the crescent rolls). All the subliminal — okay, blatant — messages encouraged me to get into the kitchen to whip up something sweet, something different. I admit, I questioned the flavor combination of chocolate and croissants, which are traditionally meant as a savory side at all of my family’s holiday gatherings. Crescent rolls and turkey? Delicious. Crescent rolls and chocolate? Curious. So, I found myself looking for a cheap and easy option. Making croissants from scratch is arduous at best, and purchasing items from the bakery can easily get expensive. I grabbed a can of crescent rolls and a four ounce bar of semi-sweet chocolate. Here’s what happened next…

Unrolled crescent roll dough

I unrolled and pulled apart the dough. Look at those beautiful perforations. 😉

Mmm, chocolate!

Then I broke off four squares of the chocolate and broke each square in half. I fought the temptation to eat the chocolate rather than place it on the dough.

Rolled up croissant

This was the nicest looking croissant. What can I say? The pieces of chocolate hindered my ability to roll a nice crescent shape. I baked them in the oven according to the directions on the package, tailoring the temperature to suit my overzealous oven’s needs. While those baked, I took the other half of my chocolate bar and melted it in a metal bowl over a pot of simmering water. When the chocolate croissants came out of the oven, I let them cool for a few minutes while I finished melting the chocolate. Then…

Chocolate Croissants!

I iced the tops of the croissants with the melted chocolate. (This picture looked great without any photo enhancements — just look at the shiny, satiny chocolate!) I considered taking a picture of a halved croissant, but I’d bite into it and not want to take the moment to stage the rest of it. I don’t know if I would do this on a regular basis because the crescent rolls were a bit more buttery than I would have liked, but they were quite tasty. I actually wouldn’t mind filling them with pastry cream and icing them with chocolate to make a croissant eclair hybrid, though. And for less than $5, you have 8 delicious dessert pastries.

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Don’t You Know Who I Am?

I’ll admit it — I’ve had some pretty rough days in the past couple of weeks. Some days I’ve coped better than others, but days like yesterday? It’s all I can do to just coast through my day. I sat up thinking about things. I couldn’t shut off my mind. This happened the night before, too — come to think of it, nearly every night my typical train of thought involves this state of upheaval. It can get pretty depressing. And then, I came to a realization.

Earlier this year, I discovered that I survived a threatened miscarriage. I somehow defied the odds for a whole ten months (approximately 46 weeks). Throughout my childhood, I defied odds. When I was five, I fell back and hit my head on a sharp corner in my room. I laid down in my bed to take a nap after that fall because I felt tired. Had my parents not come in to check on me, I might not be here right now. We moved around so much throughout my childhood, and yet I still managed to graduate high school with honors and go onto my first and only choice of college. In fact, I was a fairly good kid — I got picked on for being a goody-goody! Even though I got pregnant young, I still managed to graduate college with my Bachelors. You don’t even want to know what my first apartment was like — the fears of violent assault loomed over my head every single day for nearly two and a half years of my young adulthood. I made it into a nicer apartment. That second apartment? My neighbors caused a fire that destroyed nearly every apartment in that building — except for mine. All of our stuff was safe and secure. Perhaps one of my most defining moments in life happened when I gave birth to my youngest within the confines of my own living room — even though his two older siblings had been c-section babies. The tale of this great accomplishment has circulated the Internet many times.

Don’t you know who I am?! I’m not some push-over. I’m not a wimp. I’ve clawed my way out of worse situations, and this whole messy ordeal will become nothing more than an unpleasant memory of a less than stellar time. It will become nothing more than fodder for my ambitions — ambitions to become something so much more than just an ordinary person blazing a trail to the grave. No, I’m not going out without a fight. It’s not always fun to have to fight through it, but I can do this. I have something much more important than several zeros before the decimal point on a paycheck. I have something much more than power in an influential company. I have ambition. I have determination. I have a proven track record. For crying out loud, I’m practically legendary among the circles of ICAN! People now come to me for advice on who to hire! Don’t think for one second I can’t do this. Just watch me. I will come out ahead, and I will come out a better person.

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Redesigned

It’s taken quite some time to come up with a new layout, but I finally found a few layouts that I liked. Brian saw promise in this particular one (originally Black Neon) and created a color scheme and background layout for me. Please let me know how this affects your experience here — I’m all about user-friendliness here. If something doesn’t quite suit you, please give me constructive feedback. Things I’ll need to know are:

  • Colors – if you don’t like a particular color, offer a suggestion (note: some of the used colors are not web-safe, so what looks seamless to me might not be so seamless to you)
  • Layout – you’ll notice I’ve chosen a three column layout this time in order to maximize my sidebar area
  • Placement – if something seems like it’s out of place or should be moved, let me know what and where.

Aside from that, I’m pretty much happy with the layout and color scheme. Now if I could just figure out what to do with the rest of my website…

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Several Documents Later…

I spent much of the weekend researching freelancing, consulting, and just general independent contracting. I’ve got several documents of information pulled together now, and I feel confident that I have plenty of resources all at my finger tips. Now comes the hard part — making sense of it all. It definitely is a lot of information to sift through even after scouring the internet. Of course, it’s definitely worth the effort because this is what I’d like to do in a lucrative capacity at some point in the future. All this information will better enable me to create a viable business plan and set realistic, achievable goals for myself.

Tomorrow I will be kicking my job hunt into high gear. There will be several sources scoured, companies and businesses researched, resume polishing, cover letter creation and customization, and application submissions. It’s apparently a science, as you can find just by searching the web. In all honestly, sometimes it’s important to have that day job to fund our passions, even if our passions aren’t ever meant to supplant the day job as primary income. Regardless, I shall be doing my best to stand out from the crowd. Seriously, how many other candidates remember to bring a portfolio? I nailed an interview just by having that beautiful little folder of my work along for the occasion — and I can do it again.

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Assessing My Progress

We’re already halfway through 2010 — have we decided it’s two thousand ten or twenty ten yet? — and it’s high time I assess my progress on this year’s goals. Obviously, I’ve been granted the time to recenter and refocus, so I’m most certainly going to take full advantage of that fact.

Health
Healthy eating habits: I’m going to be brutally honest with all of you — I really don’t think I’ve done a single thing to work towards a more balanced diet. While I’d been snacking on apples, a simple 60 calorie piece of fruit isn’t exactly a good way to prevent those sugar cravings. At the very least, my easy access to those Panera chocolate duet with walnut cookies is long gone.
Exercise: Again, I have a confession to make. I have not had an ounce of discipline with regards to exercising. Sure, I walk a lot, but that doesn’t count for everything. How can I sit here whining about my weight loss plateau when clearly I’ve not done a thing to keep the weight melting off?
Lose 29lbs and 33 inches: I’ve lost 11lbs and 9 inches since the start of the year. That leaves me with 18lbs and 24 inches more to lose before the year’s over. That’s a pretty tall order to fill.

Home
Get back on the Flylady band wagon: I think you’re going to see a pattern here. No surprise, I haven’t done so well on this goal. I’d get home at the end of the day feeling wiped out and ready to veg. So many things added up, and I really just didn’t know how to process that sensory overload. Too many things were happening at once, and it obviously culminated in Thursday morning’s unpleasant scenario. Well, at least I have more time to devote to routine creation, right?
Potty train Tati: We’re still welcoming the Disney Princesses into our home. What? It can get pretty hectic around here.

Self-Betterment
Write Daily: For the first quarter of the year, I did fairly well — right up until I became overwhelmed with everything going on in my life. No, we’re not going to detail everything, but clearly my mind was far too disjointed to formulate coherent thoughts. I’m getting back on track, though.
Make Friends/ Strengthen Current Friendships: I could still to improve upon this, but I’m pleased to say I’ve gotten better with talking to people. Okay, only when I’ve slept for a fairly decent amount of time. I still have  my moments where I feel like I open my mouth and stupid comes out. 😉 And hey, this whole losing my job thing has opened my eyes to the social network I’ve created for myself. I have connections, and this time I’m not afraid to ask for help.
Religion/ Spirituality: Well, I’ve certainly seen some signs and either chosen to heed or ignore them. Sometimes, I just don’t learn to trust the instincts I’ve been blessed with. Yes, Sir, I hear you loud and clear — minutes are worth more than money! Thanks for the lesson and the test. I’ll do better next time.

Overall, I’ve got a lot of work to do if I’d like to achieve my goals. This little unplanned vacation will be spent as wisely as possible.

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Pressing On

I have yet to devise a plan of action and truly organize my thoughts, but I have been socially networking in the hopes that I can find a connection much easier — after all, that’s partially how I got the job I just lost in the first place. I find myself feeling more and more connected to the ever popular Dooce, and I do intend to reach out to her for advice. In the mean time, let me tell you a little more about myself.

I am a graduate of the University of Florida with a Bachelor of Arts in English. I had the distinct pleasure of studying with Dr. Gregory L. Ulmer, a pioneer in the fields of electracy and hypermedia studies. Under his tutelage, I found a passion in Internet literature — more specifically, it’s on my life list to make a living off of my writing in print and on the Internet. This blog itself is considered Internet literature. The best job I’ve had since graduation was my position as a secretary in the University of Florida’s Department of Materials Science and Engineering. I started my two and a half year journey having no idea what the field of Materials Science and Engineering covered. Now, I can’t understand why I didn’t know about it in the first place. In addition to learning something new just about everyday, I was charged with answering incoming calls, sorting mail, logging packages, keeping track of keys, submitting maintenance work orders, greeting visitors, and keeping track of graduate seminar attendance. I took it upon myself to work on the newsletter, slowly gaining more and more responsibilities until I finally had the opportunity to design and edit the entire newsletter from scratch utilizing Adobe CS 4 InDesign. I also coordinated events, such as the departmental career workshop before the recession kicked into high gear. I discovered the joy in planning events — choosing caterers, locating a venue, working with venders and guests, etc. I assisted in preparations for the 50th anniversary events, and I feel honored to have been a part of that department during such a wonderful time. The people I worked with more often than not brought me joy, and I did my very best to always be a smiling, friendly face with whom the students, faculty, staff, and visitors could easily converse. Upon my departure for what I thought were greener pastures, many people expressed sadness to see me leave. I discovered that I impacted them just as much as they impacted me.

This brings me to what I’d like to find. I’m seeking a family-friendly, family-oriented environment. Ideally, I’d like to work with other parents who are working to live and not living to work. If your office is filled with family photos and your children’s artwork, if your weekends are spent hanging out with your family, we will get along quite well. Your place of employment should encourage camaraderie and value high morale among all employees. Everyone should feel part of the team — right down to the janitors who made the work environment clean and livable. You could not operate without them, so making them feel welcomed and appreciated is very important. I would very much like to continue working in the same capacity that I have been for the past few years. More specifically, I would like to function as a secretary, administrative assistant, or an executive assistant. I would like to have the opportunity to coordinate events and edit publications. Should you have something more specific to the marketing and communications aspect, I am more than willing to make the transition to that specialization. In fact, I would welcome the opportunity to begin specializing in publications.

In addition to seeking a permanent status position with an employer, I am also looking to begin my career as an English consultant and independent writer and editor. I will be explaining my business plans in more detail in the coming days. I welcome any advice, comments, ideas, recommendations, and suggestions you can provide, so please feel free to send those thoughts my way.

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end. — Seneca

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Impromptu Vacation

It’s actually quite funny in a cosmic sense. I mean, I did feel like I needed a vacation. I did want to be my own boss and not have to answer to someone else on their schedule. But not on these terms. It’s also funny how you learn that some people aren’t really your friends and will take the first opportunity to stab you in the back, put words into your mouth, and see that you are wronged. I will be doing some serious soul-searching with regards to whom I associate with in the next 24 hours, but for right now I have plenty of important things to handle first. In fact, let’s get onto that point right now. I’m now a free agent thanks to a gross misunderstanding.

So now I’m left scrambling to figure out finances. My husband and I are clearly going to have to play a game of who can find employment first again. I intend to contact whoever I can to do whatever I can to make sure this does not ruin my career. And who knows? Perhaps this is my chance to make my writing work for me. In the meantime, I will be accepting donations via paypal for a mother of three who’s down on her luck. Sometimes our plans in life don’t go according to plan, and sometimes other people step in to sway your path in another direction. And honestly, I’ve been in a similar position once before. We went through an uncomfortable period of time, and life began to look quite hopeless. Just when I thought it was done, that everything was going to fall apart, my old boss at UF MSE gave me a job. In fact, when I left that job I knew I was going to miss his management style the most. I knew I would miss the fact that he was more like an old friend than a boss.

So, today starts a new adventure for me and my family. I don’t know where we’re going, but I’m going to do my best to stay positive and mindful during the journey. I’m going to do my absolute best to make sure the journey takes us to a place that’s even better than I could have imagined before. And so you know, I already know I can apply for an assistanceship for grad school as long as I agree to teach some undergrad classes — the grad school application will be going forward regardless at this point. I’m not going to let a few people who’ve just spat in my face stop me from giving my family the best life I can. You can strike me down, but you cannot prevent me from doing great things in life. You can’t stop me from writing. You can’t stop me from bringing awareness to injustices. You can’t stop me from being the best wife and mother I can be. And you certainly can’t stop me from pursuing my goals. You aren’t that powerful. Only my maker can call me away from this life, and until He does, I am here to continue working towards my authentic self. Bad circumstances be damned.

If you’d like to help, you can donate to my paypal account via meri1030@gmail.com. You can also pass along that email address to recruiters. I’m a free agent, and I’m ready to rock the socks off of a family-friendly boss.

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Feedback

I’ve created a feedback form, and I’ve begun recruiting just about anyone I interact with to submit any ideas to me. I got the idea for the form from ProBlogger’s 31 Days to Building a Better Blog. While he recommends showing it to people who’ve never visited your blog before (and in person, no less), I see no reason why repeat visitors shouldn’t have a say, nor do I see a reason as to why I have to be physically present for each showing. Sure, I could certainly gain more incite if I actually watched over someone’s shoulder, but watching over someone’s shoulder tends to skew the person’s browsing habits. There’s added pressure to click more than you normally would if someone’s telling you to look around a site. So, please take a few moments to fill out my feedback form.

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To Schedule or Not To Schedule

I read four different articles about utilizing a posting schedule. The first was from ProBlogger, biased towards maintaining a schedule. As of late, I can sympathize with his sentiments:

  • Sporadic Posting Frequency – some days when I sat down to write – nothing came. On these days I would quite often not post anything.
  • Post Quality Varied – on days when I was on fire I could pump out a great quality post – while on other days when I was struggling I would often feel the pressure to post something – so would end up posting rubbishy posts.
  • Productivity Decreased – posting this way meant that I was spending more time blogging for less results. It took me away from other activities that I wanted to spend time on.
  • Let’s see: sporadic posting frequency — check; post quality variation — check; decreased productivity — check! In fact, some times the effort to create worthwhile content has been so incredibly unappealing that I avoid it in general because I don’t want it detracting from my productivity outside of this blog. What’s his recommendation?

    1. I start by brainstorming topics (generally on a text file which sits on my desktop)
    2. With a list of topics I’ll then pick one to develop a little further (I open up a new text document for each post and save them to a ‘posts in progress’ folder on my desktop)
    3. I start by tweaking the topic into a post title (this sometimes change later as I actually write).
    4. Next I jot down a sentence that describes the post that I want to write – so that later when I come to write it I know what I meant by the title. This sentence often gets used as the first sentence of the actual post.
    5. I then will quickly brainstorm a few of the main points that I want to make in the post. I don’t take a lot of time on this as I find that most of the main points will come during the writing process – however if I have a few obvious points already in mind I capture them now
    6. I then quickly think back to previous posts that I might have written on similar topics. This is useful because it helps to develop your post but also is useful for interlinking posts
    7. Then I select another of the posts developed in step #1 and then go through steps #2 – 6 again with each one in turn.
    8. Once I’ve got enough post ideas developed for the week ahead I’ll then think about what order I want to post them in and map out a posting schedule for the week ahead.

    I like the idea of brainstorming. It’s common practice in schools. It’s familiar. It’s comforting. It’s so five-paragraph-essay-esque. He also offers a list from his particular self-imposed 31 day challenge, which seemingly offers very useful information — and I, for one, intend to review it for my own personal benefit. I’m almost positive I could benefit from at least a few ideas he’s covered.

    The next article I read was from Zen Tricks with a 7 day (8 if you count day 0) method to scheduling. Here’s the recommendation:

    The schedule I’m suggesting below is for 3 posts per week. If you want to do more, try combining every 2 days of activities into 1 day.

    First you have to decide on a target. 1 post per day or one per week? Something in between? Its up to you, but you need a goal to aim for.

    Now lets plan ahead. Get a good start by listing 3 or 4 weeks of ideas. Just rough post titles is enough for now. You may not end up using some of these ideas, but we just need to make sure that you have plenty of material to work with.

    Again, we have the brainstorming theme, albeit not explicitly named. They recommend coming up with an ideal number of posts per week, which is an additional helpful idea. I don’t necessarily know if I’d like to commit myself to a post every day, a post every week day, a post every other day, only posting on weekends… Obviously, you see where I’m going with that. Still, the idea of making a little notepad more readily accessible is becoming more and more appealing — and I should be doing this in the first place.

    Then we have The Pursuit of Mommyness with many helpful hints in regards of the why’s, when’s, how’s, and delivery of scheduled posts. Obviously, I want to maintain my following — repeat readers are key to garnering an audience. She recommends marketing via social networks, and I found my way to Twitterfeed as a result of wanting to make the process more stream-lined. Okay, so more of the information I thought she gave me actually came from another article she linked to from The Secret is in the Sauce. They recommend posting between 10am and 2pm in order to achieve the maximum audience. (In fact, by the time you read this, I will be sitting in a training session that I think should go towards my Pro3 Certification.)

    Now, we’ve focused heavily on the pro-scheduling side. Could there be downfalls to scheduling? Create Market Profit seems to think so.

    Having a blog posting schedule pretty much forces you to write at certain times on certain days. In most cases, being forced to write like this eventually leads to some really [bad] content.

    Content that has been created because it was time to create it, not because it had real value.

    Content that was written because of what day it is, and not because you had a great idea for a post.

    Content that is a lot more for your schedule, and a lot less for your readers.

    This is bad, and when this starts happening, it will quickly turn your blog into complete and utter crap. And as you can imagine, it’s pretty tough to make your blog a success when it’s mostly comprised of crap.

    I get that. Seriously, I’ve got some pretty lackluster content from when I was posting every single day. Granted, I didn’t have a completely set schedule, and I could have deviated from the series posts if the mood suited me. But a simple list of 5 sentences does not make for good public reading — personal journaling, yes; public posting, no. Of course, I still got commenters noticing how I found so many things to be grateful for, but that should only get me so far before I need to start putting forth meaningful content. How am I to harbor best-selling author ambitions if I barely ever string together more than a few sentences? I can’t, and since I like to dream big, I need to work appropriately in order to even come halfway to that goal.

    However, I’m going to err on the side of scheduling. As a writer, it’s my job to write every single day. It’s my job to brainstorm. It’s my job to put my creativity to work. Surely I’ll have breaks here and there, but you can’t just say, “I don’t feel like working today — I’ll just hang out on FaceBook all day and play solitaire!” I’m sorry, that’s just not how the world works. There are deadlines, and you have to learn to meet deadlines for almost every single job category out there. So, it’s better to go forth and schedule some brainstorming, outlining, drafting, editing, revising, and publishing sessions instead of waiting for some stroke of genius to strike.

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    Thinking Out Loud

    So while I haven’t had a brainstorming session with Nicki yet (it’s on my to-do list — the phone can be a scary device when there are three small children running around 😉 ), I did find some good information in terms of creating a posting schedule. Most of the material I’ve found has a pro-scheduling bias, but I did find one article that was against scheduling. I like to hear both sides of the argument before I make my decisions. I also found a site that has a layout that has a similar idea to what I’d like to do. See this? That header? How about the adorable Hungry Girl avatar? That is on par with what I’m trying to create — great minds, and all that silliness. I’ve been planning to hire one of my friends to digitally draw something like that for me for quite some time now, but I’ve been stuck on exactly what I’d like. I need a good, solid vision before I can make that next step.

    I have to admit I’ve also been inspired by Gwen Bell to become a consultant. I couldn’t figure out what I could do, though — I think of consultants as people who discuss things like business, technology, marketing, and things of that nature. What could I do? What am I good at? What is my expertise? Well, I have a Bachelors degree in English. I have a relatively good command of the English language. I edit newsletters and publications for a living (when I’m not playing secretary, that is). Today, it became obvious to me while talking with a new co-worker that I should consider a career in English consulting. So, I have a business plan to write and some serious brainstorming to do.

    As for marketing, I recently came across a flier on campus advertising a personal website. Why hadn’t I thought of that?! It was so obvious. It’s a college town, and there are plenty of people riding the buses. I’m sure enough people would at least see the fliers, let alone come to visit. Of course, before I ramp up my marketing, I need to redesign and reassess. I’ve gotten the “go forth and comment” part down already — and boy oh boy, did that ever prove fruitful in both getting traffic and finding some great people to read. (It’s gotten to the point where I’ve come around to the Google Reader because it’s one website, one place, and a simple click if I’d like to go comment. I’m just hoping the RSS feeds count for “hits” for my favorite bloggers.) Anyway, I think I’m progressing along and almost ready to get back on track with my writing. Maybe I’ll turn this into a lucrative career yet!

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