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#Cultivate2012 Map

Map: Imagine a map existed, guiding you towards your dreams. Try to envision the route. How are you going to map out your dreams for 2013?

The current path has me following a map that leads a circle. I’m lost in the woods. I’m passing the same landmarks over and over again. The weather and time may change these same old landmarks, but they mock me just the same. I need to find my way out of the woods. I need to stop returning to the worn, circular path that traps me in anxiety and frustration. I feel so hopelessly lost, and I can’t live this way anymore. It’s time to veer off this hellish path. It’s time for a compass and a plan.

The dark road ahead won’t give me any clues as to what lies in wait. I simply know where I’d like to arrive. I’d like to find the clearing by December 2013. I’d like to find my way out of the poverty trap by then. My means to this end may not be a known yet, but I’m tired of living this life of debt and poverty. I’m envisioning a higher income and benefits by the end of 2013. I’m envisioning a background that paves the way to home-ownership. I’m dreaming of a map that gives me directions to my desires. I’m dreaming of finding a better way to live. I’m dreaming of entering my 30s as a more capable adult who doesn’t even need to rely on programs that could cease to exist at any point.

So I’m drawing a map. I’m trying to think rationally about following the course. I’m packing my resources and provisions for the treacherous journey that could await me. I’m rounding up a group of companions to help me fight my way through the dark forest of uncertainty. I plan to find my way out triumphantly. Failure is no longer an option. Finding happiness is a circle is no longer an option. There is no happiness in a rut. I must find my way — I must strive to fight my way to victory.

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#Reverb11: Map

Map: Imagine a map existed, guiding you towards your dreams. Try to envision the route. How are you going to map out your dreams for 2012?

I’m picturing a map — but not just any ordinary map. I’m envisioning a map to my dreams. You see, I got lost somewhere during 2011, and I’m not quite sure where I should be going in order to achieve my dreams for 2012 and beyond. I simply know the destination, and I know I want to end 2012 as a full time freelancer. I know I want to make at least $45k in 2013, and I’m even thinking about shooting for $90k in 2014. But where are the points in between? What lodging resides along my path? What establishments will provide proper nourishment for my journey? This is why I created this prompt — because I’m trying to help myself, and perhaps some others, find the way to those dreams.

February is moving month. I don’t know when or where we’ll move to in February, but I do know that’s my set date to move into our own place. I have two options to ensure this plan comes to fruition (and I’m holding those cards flat against my chest). Upon making that step, I’ll have the solitude and relief to concentrate on my business’ weaknesses. I thrive when I have a quiet place to hide, write, think, and plan. Between March and December, everything’s a bit blurry, but I’ve come to realize that variables always present themselves along the way. In the realm of cartoons, anime, and video games, these variables manifest as enemies and lackeys that you need to battle. Luckily, my alter-ego carries a rather large, scary stick to do battle with.

Ultimately, I’ve realized that the near vicinity isn’t going to yield much business, so I know I have to focus my efforts on Internet advertising. I will still flier local areas for my tutoring services, but I’m taking some of the eggs out of that basket and dispersing them amongst my other baskets. I think I need to put more time and effort into my writing because I don’t need to wait around for clients or students to write — I simply need to listen to the muses and let the words flow. And perhaps I also need to sit down with paper and colored pencils to allow my mind to literally create a map to my dreams. Some times life’s problems can be solved with some old-fashioned coloring time.

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